adalheidis

It is a busy time of year for most everyone and it is for me as well but it is also one of the worst times of year. It has been three years since my Dad passed and a year since my Papa's (my dad's dad) passing. They made Christmas special and some of my fondest memories of this season are of them. It is just hard to celebrate without them. The holidays just seemed to have lost there luster and seem empty. Most of my families traditions came from them and now they are just gone. It doesn't seem right, I try to explain this to the people closest to me but they don't see it the way I do and it frustrates me. Even worse is my mother but I wil